~i need air

I could see it wasn't worth  
Spending time with them on earth.  
There were fewer in the sky.  
I decided I would fly.  
I need air...   

Where only stars get in my hair:  
And only eagles stop and stare.  
I need air.   
Oh, the work is mad  And I've had my share.  
I need air.  
I need air.  
I need air...   

There's not a sign of life down there.  
Just hats and grown-ups everywhere.  
I need air.   
Lots of cosy sky  
That God and I can share.  
I need air.  
I need air.

~wake up

as you are still alive .

your lost beyond reach .

you try to reach out .

but only you can help yourself .

in life .

as you want to succeed or survive .

others have to meant nothing to you .

to succeed another must be eliminated for u to be on the TOP .

following your heart sometimes wont solve all problems.

at ease it might eliminate yourself .

we have to look into REALITY .

and walk away from fantasy .

you can be dreaming .

but everybody has to wake up .

w.e.i.r.d

its weird how much i try to make things right when i know nothing will turn out fine .

its weird how i say im fine , when i apparently know im not . its weird how people live their life in denial .

its weird how i think you'll change when apparently everybody told me you wont . its weird how much i believe you , how much i trust you, when i know your going to break your promise again .

for the past long hours i lay on the bed, paralyze ,crying again ,i thought to myself . is it worth it?? , is it worth crying for somebody that doesnt even care?

it really hurtss . and i dont understand cause i did everything and maybe my best wasn't good enough for you . and to know that . really h.u.r.t.s.

when people say u have to fight for what you want, then u would be truly happy, but why is that so? whats the different?? u fight for what u want, you'll get it , but in the end you'll loose it anyway .

i hate it! i hate how it hurts . how i have to NOT care . if i had said no right from the start . would it be better? . i hate how u make me laugh for the stupid-est things , i hate how u pull me in ur ARMS , i hate how u make my heart pump really hard, when we look in each others EYES, and i hate the feeling when im with you .

because i hate how much i love you .