~all over again

i hate hw i dont talk to u for about a month

but then all of a sudden u talk to me again

and its.... as if nothing happened && i slowly start

falling for u.....

ALL OVER AGAIN..

~i love u more than

I LOVE YOUUU MORE...

than spongebob loves jellyfishing ,

sandy loves karate ,

mr.crabs loves moneyyy ,

&& squidward loves his clarinet .

but baby i need u like plankton needs the crabby-patty secret formula

dreaming of u tonight

~its weird

its weird how many things passes by so fast . wheather or not is a relationship or just our life .

mayb its just the way hw god tells us in this point of view to appreciate everything we have wit us in this very moment .

u wont noe till its really gone .

and u would regret it .

trust me .

~its been a long time

wow . its been a long time since i've open-ed this bloggggg .
longer than time it self cn tell . o.0
aaaaaaacccchhhhhhuuuuuuu!!!!! dust -.-

r u goin to crap again kar mun??**

i guessed i am . wad to do?? boring la . =.=

haihh i wan to update something bt duno wad to update . @.@

few hours ago...

spirit of chrismas past comes**

o.0?

she hold the wond and spin it . said smthing . and we wen off to looo-pa-doo-pa past**

i went for hi-tea at holiday villa hotel .

*nice place it could be a nice place . bt kinda crappy cz never renovate .... thats y its crappy ... coz nv renovate **

-.- yea yea we get it . moving on ....**

ok after eating like maddddd. and i tel u sertiously like MAD . their food r like _____ urmm all i cn say is that u wont see me there again .

0.o?? wait ... u ate like mad?? but... their food r like _____??? get ur story straight kar mun ...**

ok nyway . then aft that wen bck home lorh . the car was rushing like mad suppose to send my bro to work .

but unfortunetly wen we got home . he left already =.=

then wads the use??o.0**

thats the point there is no use ...-.-

ok continue..... then reach home d while my parents wen to dye their hair i was at home setting up TWO christmas tree's ....

and sprained my hand.... T.T damn it hurts...*sobs

then they came bck . then we wen out and eat .

spirit of christmas past:

sad..... u sprain ur hand??**

yerp .

spirit of chrismas past vanish into thin air .**

0.o......o.0???



the end??

burggg . LAMAO .. so randommm -.-

>ocean floor

I once was a kite,

But now I'm nothing more,

Then lost in the depths of the ocean floor.

I once was free,

But now I'm lost,

I once knew why but I've forgot.

I once was sane,

But now I'm crazy,

Lost in a world that you once gave me.

I once saw light,

But now it's dark,

Inside my mind and in my heart.

I once saw you,

But now I see,

That us is the only way to be.

I once saw truth,

And I believed it,

I once was loved,

But now I need it.

I once was a kite,

And now I'm nothing more,

Then lost in the depths of the ocean floor.

>love amazing

Love amazing, love devine...

In my dear Saviour's heart I find.

It never fails, it never will.

It's firm as a rock and always will,

Cheer my heart when I am sad.

Love me through the good and bad.

Always want the best for me,

Because He gave Himself for me.

He found me wounded,

worn and sad.

Uplifted me and made me glad.

Because of Him my heart can sing,

And so to Him my praise I bring.

Wondrous Saviour whom I adore,

From my heart I do implore.

Help me ever, to always be,

A vessel fit , made use for Thee.

>thinking of u

>one heart

>life is too short

>their loss

sometimes we tend to be in despair,

when the person we love leaves us,

but the truth is it's not our loss but theirs,

for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them .

>once she turns around .

~a journey called life

hye readers..
life is long and hard to see, we're not god so hw could we tell wads gonna happen..puff**
we all need the sun bt we stil need the rain..so wad gud is it to complain??
sometimes i tell myself that im stupid, maybe i am , i give ppl advise bout this and that but in a time of my own needs i don listen nor do the things i said. here i am doin nothing bt sitting and writing in this blog that i noe nobody is reading..maybe this is wad they mean by a journey called life..bcz u noe things would nt turn out the way u wan it to n sometimes it'll turn out worse bt yet we stil continue on...

kar mun over and out...

~everything happens for a reason

~do what u love

~if thee i cannot love

if thee i cannot love,

i shall never have it all,

why would i find thee that love me

but not i who love thee??

they say finding true love is like

finding a needle that is lost in the deepest sea,

not many are bound to found,

and i who said to my self im done nor,

thought to my self that i was thru,

that if thee heart,

i shall not be in,

i shall never have thee at all.

~happy birthday malaysia!

HAPPY 52'ND BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA !!

MERDEKA!! MERDEKA!! MERDEKA!!

lolz..

happy birthday malaysia.!

your 52 years old today!

kar mun over and out!!

~i cant have u

~the last day b4 scul starts.

hurmmmm...here i am bored like nobody's business....(and is the last day of holiday de) T.T

scul goin to re-open joh..
yeaahhhh ?? booo??

haihh..duno should be happy anot de..

reason to be happy;

1.get to see frens de.(yaaayyyyy) xD
2.atlease dn have to sit here & stare at the comp the whole day like orang gila (comp oso goin to rosak de) T.T

reason to be sad;

1.have to go back to scul (say this oni sure everybdy setuju de) ^^
2.have to see my frens de haihhh (i noe u should b thinkin y this gal so weird geh?? 1st happy 2 c frens then suddenly sad 2 c fren wad she talkin de? ) : bcz of some technical problems. xD
3.have 2 c my diciplin teach's (they r very scary by da way) @.@
4.alot homework... (malas 2 do de. haihhh) T.T

happy?
sad?
~confused~

kar mun over and out..
baibai..
To all: enjoy d last day before scul starts. =)

~my trip to melaka

hey guys....i jz gt bck frm my trip at melaka..

heee..at d boat ^^ was a fotographer 4 a day.. cheeseeeee (was bored so decided to take a pic of myself)heee...my mum.. :) pretty ma??

look..! look!! a big ship (=.=" omg y i sound like i nv seen a ship b4 ).. errm tecnically half a ship.. xD

me & my lil sis (kye li) we look alike ma..lolz?? (i dn think so)

looks fun huh..i noe..wanted to go bt tak jadi..T.T anyway its called pirate smthing...

me & my mum...(like mother , like daughter) lolz xD

oo..while the boat was goin i saw monitor lizards..(creepy) 0.0

at some "chandol" place in melaka...well as u noe ofcz eating "chandol"

as u all noe..this is chendol..>(before) (after) i mean in the middle of eating xD >

errr..some place in melaka...=D

yummy..some chicken rice place in melaka..=P

hua hua..end of story..

kar mun over and out...

~i love u

when everything u have ever wanted has always stood infront of u,
and u have just ralized it,
WHAT DO U SAY??
i want to know how u discribe the love u have for someone that u hurt so badly,
someone that u know loves u,until they take their last breath.
HOW??
i only have 3 simply words that mean so much more then conversation starter,
or just something to say.


I LOVE YOU.

~life is short

They say it takes a minute,

to find a special person,

an hour to appreciate them,

a day to love them,

but then an entire life time

to forget them.

~best friend

It's given freely of the heart,

the way that it is meant,

It's a guiding love from deep within,

disiring to give and give again,

best friend is a joy

that's surely heavens sent,

best friend is a tool,

that keeps us free of war,

it heals the deepest wounds,

and doesnt leave a scar,

it's seeing other points of view,

accepting differences between

me & you.

~listen to ur heart.

In life,

we have to make decisions that arent easy,

were afraid that whatever choice we make,

will upset someone we love,

it is at these times that,

we need to look inside ,

and listen to the voice that is inside us,

if we listen just to

the wishes of those around us,

and ignore our on feelings,

we will not be truly happy,

listen to what u know its right,

and stand on that,

because when u do,

you will be truly happy.

~the star in my reality

if ppl prefer to live in their FANTASY. i prefer to live in my Reality. because now...i am living in my FANTASY.

A FANTASY that really ,really hurts me.DEEP down inside. A FANTASY where i have my STAR to LOVE ,to CARE ,to THINK about ,every SECOND ,every DAY i would like.

But in this present FANTASY my STAR is FAR beyond reach. The SPARCLE is out of my sight and that makes me cry brcause i MISS my STAR so much...

Thousand years ago in my FANTASY. The STAR brings LIFE in me..The STAR keeps e going on. TEACHING me to value everything i got ,and that makes me one LUCKY seed in my PAST FANTASY..,

I never know when my REALITY will come. I never want to know the EXACT TIME. But i surely will wait no matter what, Because then the STAR will be mine AGAIN .And in that reality at mine. The STAR will shine once more. The SEA will RUN to the shore JOYFULLY..

And once again...
The STAR and the SEA will be TOGETHER again til the TIME is THROUGH.

~roses

he handed her a dozen of roses..11 real once and 1 fake...

& told her ..he'll love her til the Last Rose died..(how i wish smone will tel me this) =.=

~hungry

hrmmm..im feeling hungry..and boring...
(i think i should go out n buy smthing to munch)
oo.. haihz it looks like its gonna rain...(the sky is black..i mean dark)
hw worr??
hurmm no nid lerr...(T.T) (still starving)


reasons why i should not go out:
1)im a gal n i should nt eat too much.(??)
2)im a gal n hw could i go out on my own wad if smone rob me or smthing.i mean c'mon la who doesnt??..(perasan)
3)well unfortunetly its 4.35pm who would go n eat at this hour??(0.o ermm alot of ppl!)
4)its about to rain.
5).....
6) (im thinking of reasons)

hrmm lets jz forget bout food...(yeahhhh ryttteee!!)

(30 min later)

haihhhh IM HUNGRY!! and after 30min instead of goin anywhere im here sitting on the chair doin nothing except thinkin on what to write on this blog..haihhhhh (i need to get a hobby)...
i need to ask ..
what do normal ppl do wen their hungry and cant buy anything bcoz of the reasons shown above..??(if ur a boy then forget bout reasons 1,& 2) :] and not that im not a normal person but im jz saying..hee :D (have no reason to explain)

haihhhh..thats it!! im getting off my toosh (it means ass) (sori.., 4 underage ppl it means bud or behind which ever that makes ur satisfaction) and im goin to find my self things to eat ..,
who cares bout the reasons shown above..(did i just say that?? O.O) (now im really being crazy/lunetic)


hurrmm...(can't think of anything to write..)
.....(still nothing)
(signs of writers blockage)






(15 min later)



(this is awkward)
ermm..

bye..

loveeee yooouuuu...(im bein sarcastic) =.=

~Cries

"our life begins with our cries & also ends with another time of tears fall dwn cheeks..so in this gap between tears, laugh as much as possible..=)"


imma out ):

~sooo TIRED..!!

hye readers,

OMG!!OMG!! im so freakin tired...!! i just got bck hme frm the pengawas sukaneka..

i went there at 3.00pm & came bck hme oni at 6.00pm...

bt it was fun tho..seeing ppl running n playing games while i & a few ppl kena pilih 2 prepare things 4 them to have fun..-.-

then suddenly in the middle of doin all this... it rained heavily =.=

and then while everybody was on their way bck hme, me & 2 other ppl stayed bck 2 helped clean..

well..atlease ada pujian frm teacher..=D


the end ;) t.care..

~speechless~

hrmmm!! today is seriously boring n not at all a bright day 4 me...(T.T)
started tis mornin...
wen 2 scul..then i gt picked for mc..meanin like givin anouncement 2 every single person at my scul..!!
so then i wen on stage..it was a busy day 4 all the teachers coz it was "academic week" so they were askin me 2 say tis n that...
well all i cn say was that i was in a mess 2...-.-
so wen i gt on stage i gt nervous n i started to panic, while i was talking, my heart started pumping n did some mistakes...(T.T) (but duno they notice anot cz i was sayin quite fast)

haihzzz..wad a day..!! then 'rehat' time went out late cz ytd forgot to finish my maths h.work so kena tahan...(1st time smmore)=.=...

then i guess my teacher felt kesian for us so she let us out finally!! well atlease gt like 7 min to eat...=(

haihzzz...then goin bck time i figured that i lost my money...then came bck home i was sooooo bored like hell...so i decided 2 go on9 lor..then c c...the stupid internet cannot..-.-

entah nk cakap ape..

that's all..
t.care =(

~Love

hye reades,

have u ever thought whats the used of LOVE ?? well i did..i used to think that love was about losing yourself. letting urself go and letting the person u love be there to catch u. but i was WRONG. the thing is, the guys never seem to be willing to play the part, i dont know....

but actually, love is about trust..dont u think?? i mean its about opening urself up to a person and knowing that he'll respect the fact that ur haring ur soul. it's about sharing and being totally equal in a relationship and not losing a sense of who u r just to please the other person. and i truly believe that old saying that u have to love urself 1st b4 u love someone else. hrmmmm...because when ur in love, holding on to ur sense of self can be difficult. but the more u r aware of who u r, the less likely u r to let someone..!

and heres one thing i know for sure..i mean c'mon i think even u should know. crushes are not love. they're temporary, fleeting and often totally unfounded. do not mistake a crush for love. unless u want ur heart crushed. so,girls better think carefully before u want to search for ur MR.RIGHT..!! =)



(~.~) t.care...

remember think b4 u do something..=)

~laughter is the best medicine =D

hye readers,=D

wanna laugh??ok mayb ur nt gonna laugh..n mayb this is lame but what to do?? i gt nothing 2 write...=) nway errr...u may proceed wit ur reading>>

>>roses r red, violets are blue,
monkeys like u, should be kept in the zoo,
don't feel angry, u will find me there too,
not in the cage but laughing at u..hehe..xD




>>>twinkle-twinkle little star,
u should know what u are,
mental hospital is not too far. =P




>>>>the rain makes all things beautiful,
the grass n the flowers too,
if rain makes all things beautiful,
why doesn't it rain on u..? =D




>>>>>i wrote ur name on the sand,
and it got washed,
i wrote ur name in the air,
it was blown away..

then....

i wrote ur name on my heart,
and i got a heart attack straight away.




>>>>>>god saw me hungry, he created pizza.
god saw me thirsty, he created pepsi,
god saw me in the dark, he created light,
then god saw me with no problems...
he created......



>YOU<




huhu was that fun??haha don be angry i was just joking.. while ur reading im thinkin that ur thinking..."why is she so bad ??" something like that la...ryte??hehe...
c'mon just chill n give ur self a break don think so much and just hangout wit ur frens n HAVE FUN!!! bcz all work and no play is a BORING life..


T.CARE..=D
chaoz..



& always smile bcz every little smile can tauch somebody's heart..:)

~what if today was ur last day?

OMG!OMG! im borreeeddd!!!
why sunday hv 2 b sooooo boringggg de???!!!!!
why why why???
hv u ever felt where... u noe...
ur life stinks ?
full of sorrows?
hv no direction?
& especially feel like u hv no life all in a sudden...??
huhu..its happening 2 me..im feeling like im in hell every day..=(
well if u do then dn 4get 2 leave a comment yarr....hehe

hye u noe wad..i just heard a song n its called "what if 2day was ur last day?"
what would u do?
would u go 2 the park n give ppl ur money??
would u ask ur frens out 2 say gud bye..?
would u cal ur old frens that u had never tlk 4 a lng time n had forgotton bout them, 2 say sorry...??
would u cal ur lover n say i love u??
or stay at home n be wit ur parents n family members??
ect..ect..ect..


heres a question for u..


WHAT WOULD U DO???

(comment me bck)

think carefully...who noes it might happen 2 u one day n then & when it does..what would do??

huhu...

t.care.. :)

~True life story..(she came bck frm the dead)

hye readers,

here's the story of the walking miracle..the day she died was just a normal day. it was a tuesday, and she was late for school as usual! it was pouring with rain and when she arrived, she was completely soaked.
"her 1st class of the day was design and technology. she was looking forward to it, as they were working on their own pieces of furniture. she was making a chair, and today she was goin to finally screw the legs on and get to sit on it!
"she rushed into class and got to work. she found the electric drill and started securing the legs of her chair base. she'd attached two legs b4 disaster struck...
"she felt a massive electric shock. she can't remember anything at all after that.
"since then, her classmates and teacher have pieced together what had happened to her. it turns out the drill had a very old, worn out cable, and the wires were exposed. her hair was dripping wet and when the water hit the live wires, she'd got huge shock.
"she collapsed on the floor, unconscious. her teacher called an ambulance , but b4 it arrived , it had stopped beating .
"he tried to do mouth-to-mouth but it wasnt working. when the paramedicts got to the school, they pronounced her DEAD. her time of death was 9.47am.
"she was stretchered into the ambulance and taken to hospital to have a post-mortem to find out why she'd died. her mum and dad were waiting at the hospital, not knowing yet that she was dead.
"she was wheeled into a private room where her parents could say goodbye to her. Then, she started making a funny noise and twitching. her mum rushed to get the doctor. he came in and immediately started trying to revive me. he used one of those special machines that uses an electric current to help restart ur heart.
"miraculously, it worked. her heart started beating again at 10.02am. she had been officially dead for 15 minutes.
"her mum and dad couldn't believe it. one minute, they were mouring their dead daughter, and the next, they were being told she had come back to life!
"the doctors were very concerned that she would have brain damage, because her organs had shut down for so long. They told her parents that until she came round and had some scans, they couldn't be sure whether i was going to be okay.
"she was hooked up to loads of differnt machines and drips. Finally, she started to wake up. it was time to have her brain scans.
"the results of the scans showed that she had no brain damage at all. the doctors were amazed. they said it was almost unheard of for someone to be clinically dead for so long and be perfectly healthy afterwards .
"she were fully recovered now, and she dont feel any different to before. Everyone at school is fascinated by what happened to her, but she's just trying to be normal. she's even continuing with her design and technology studies-it's taken her a while to pluck up the courage to use the drill again. though. she didnt need to worry about finishing her chair- her classmates and teachers finished it for her and decorated it as a welcome back present!
"the school have been blamed for her accident, but she dont think thats really fair. it was just an unfortunate sombination of events. the chances of it happening were so slim-she was just very unlucky.
"one good thing to come out of all this is that now she have two birthdays-her real birthday and her rebirthday! her first rebirthday is coming up, and they are celebrating with a party. her mum's making a cake in a shape of an electric drill-it's lucky she can laugh about it now.

t.care..


& thnx for ur time..=)

~don waste tyme

hye readers out there,

heres a story...my friends dad jz passed away..n looking at her makes me really sad , scared n sorry for her i mean she's oni 14 n she has lost her father...has any of u ever think wad would happen if tis happens 2 u??
after that day..i realize that life is short for any of us..her father died bcz of an car accident...he was on his way 2 work on that mornin n as usual b4 he went out he huged n kiss his daughter(my fren) so on his way there ..theres this drunk guy suddenly turned n wen over to the opposite road...n at that second... BANG...!!he flew from his motorbike...,ambulance came....,doctor said he broke his head...n he was gone....
my point here is that never waist time..i mean any thing could jz happen anytime n anywhere..

life is short ,so break the rules..
forgive quickly..
believe slowly..
love truly..
laugh unconrollably..
& never regret anything that made u smile..

so readers out there.., give ur parents a break n tell them that u love them..bcz anything could happen..

t.care..


& thnx for ur time..=D